Between two
love stories
28th of January
We have just broken up. I’m not sure of what I’m
feeling right now. I think I hate him because he has been cheating on me for a
long time, but I feel like I can’t because, after all this time, I still love
him and all the things we did together when we were a cute couple, but I just
can’t say if it was real or not. Was he lying when it all started? Well I can’t
make myself clear right now.
12th of February
Sally told me that while she was gossiping out there,
she saw him talking to a friend and telling him that he was really sorry for
everything that happened a month ago. I know I don’t have to think about it
because he hurt me, but I don’t know how to explain it. Let’s think about the
right side of this, now I can relax myself at home, read all the books I wanted
to read, I go more with my friends and, of course, I have met new people.
PS: I need to stop thinking about him. It has been
almost a month!
15th of March
It’s almost spring and when spring comes love does
too! This is what I’ve been thinking all day while teachers were speaking. I
was trying to convince myself, it didn’t work. Now, I have definitely
understood that I don’t need him to live, I haven’t seen him in two months and
my life keeps going on so, nothing to worry about. I’ve tried to meet new
people but I like them as friends not as anything else. Well, I have decided I
won’t look for love until it comes to me by himself (I mean love, I don’t want
Simon again in my life ever). I am also really happy because this holidays will
be so funny. I’m going with Ashley to her vacation house on the beach.
20th of April
All my exams were really good, these weeks studying
hard have made their result. I’m so happy! In one month I will have my final
grades and I will just focus on holidays and the beach, parties and everything
that summer has! I have been angry with Pete because he went with Sally to the
cinema not saying anything to me. I don’t know why I acted like this, I mean he
can do whatever he wants but I felt bad when he didn’t say anything to me. I
don’t know what to think about myself now. Well this week and after four months
without seeing him I found him on the park, he was with his friends (and
obviously with my cousin who is his best friend and introduced us a year and a
half ago). I know he has seen me but he didn’t say anything, but I did, well I
said just hello to my cousin, but he was who was cheating on me so he was who
had to greet me! Well it doesn’t matter it just happened and it didn’t even
affect me so… I assume I have got it over.
30th of August
This holidays have been the best of my life. I’m
really sure about that! When I finally ended school, I worked for a month on my
favourite shop, so I had money and a lot of clothes that I love. This part
wasn’t the best because when I went to Ashley house… It was from far the best
part. The first days we sunbathed ourselves like all the hours the sun was in the
sky. We also swam on the beach which had a really clear water and with the
perfect temperature. And when it was the middle of the month, the night parties
started and we lived during the night only. One of these days (we could say
night better than days), while I was dancing someone came and danced with me, I
couldn’t recognize him at the beginning but then I could see that it was Pete.
I asked why he was there and he told that he was staying at a friend’s house
and I thought that he was just like me, so we started going out with his friend
and I don’t know how Ashley finished dating Pete’s friend and I dated Pete. I
thought it was just a summer story but then I remembered that time when I was
angry with him and I realised that I was in love with him, so I told him to
leave me alone because I couldn’t be with him because I was falling in love!
And when he told that he was too… It was amazing. Definitely the best summer of
my life.
Celia Monteagudo
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